Sentenced

[MasterX]

A Long Way To Nowhere
Approaching the moment now
Long hard journey in its end
Starting to loom right now,
The final round and then it hits you
It kicks you, it slicks you in hell

All the toil and all exhaustion
All those times we hated
All the losses, sacrifices
All those things were missed
All the suffering and distortion
Shit we tolerated
All that we abandonded
All for this

Our scattered hope fall down
The zeal turns to negligence
The shattered dreams all down
Crumbled around

That's when it shakes you
It quakes you, it breaks you
It kades you, it fades you
Degrades you in laughs

Enough, enough, too much is more than we can take
All those hits we took, persistance was in vain
Enough, enough, too much is all than i can feel
Down the drain
Just bitterness remains

It shakes you, it quakes you
It breaks you, it hates you
Degrades you in laughs

All the battles, all the dirts and victories we tasted
All the tension, all the misery and all the bless
All the passion, all the hurt and all the love we wasted
All the purgatories, all for this

There's nothing else...

[MasterX]

Awaiting The Winter Frost
A gathering in the cold, in the north, in the dark lands of pohjola
Where the sun had not been crossing the sky nor seen for centuries...
We were brought together by oaths we had once sworn - by blood...
...once together drawn...
We had gathered all our forces
Called together all the heroes
Equipped a hundred swordmen
And a thousand men with crossbows
Strengthened by hate and the thirst for the enemies' blood
We lay in wait for the season of no light
We had seen the frozen mist - We weren't afraid to die
And the oath we had sworn gave us reason to live on
A calm before the storm
(We were) awaiting the winter frost
...and then a storm arose in fury
The sky was shattered by lightning...
Awaiting the winter frost
As the sky blackened and the stars turned red
The frost greeted us with a cold northern breeze
Off with their heads! off with their fuckin' heads!!!
Oh, the time had come...
To slaughter the hordes of cowardice
And cleanse the north from lies

We had gathered all our forces
Called together all the heroes

Equipped a hundred swordmen
And a thousand men with crossbows

We raised our swords
Grasped the irons

Lifted our bows
And chose the arrows
The false ones' hordes were put to the sword
The strong and the weak, one by one...
Their race was slaughtered to the very last man
Our bloodfeind was done as their bodies reddened the land
Awaiting the winter frost
The sign of the dark and the cold
The spell of pure hate
Awaiting the winter frost
And the heathen peace was found

[MasterX]

Beyond The Distant Valleys


Your senseless theories
Are rising once again
Causing pain within my mind
- i'm losing the control

But in the kingdom to come
Behind the seven seas...
Beyond the distant valleys...
It's me who decides!!!

Your flaming thoughts...
...are tearing my soul apart!
I'm harvesting...
...the sow of your curse again!

You've destined me to suffer...
...as you were the master!
You've taken my inner self...
Confusion will rule till i die!!!

[MasterX]

Beyond The Wall Of Sleep


Fade into a dream...
Deep into a dormant pseudo-life
Drown into night...
Pass through the gate of sleep
I see faded colours...
I see a landscape so calm...
To live a life asleep... is to master mortality
I wander between these worlds
On a quest to find a key
When life seems to be lost
And death comes to my door
I vanish into a dream
Into a place so cold, yet warm
Within my flesh
A thorn is molesting my sleep
It's teasing me...
Am i human after all ?
(no)
Faded in dream...
Beyond the wall of sleep
For the sleep of death
Is the most divine
Sandman, stab me in the back...
Lord ego, punish me !
Cleanse me from humanity !
Reveal the fucking beast !
I must drown the human ignorance
Deep in the lake of fire drink the wine
Sandman, stab me in the back...
Lord ego, punish me !
To live with a dream... is to master mortality
The quest to find a key... still lives!

[MasterX]

Blood And Tears
What is it that we´re struggling for?
I don´t quite see it anymore
Life kicks us in the teeth
Yet something makes us crawl back for more...

Blood and tears upon the altars of our lives we shed
Blood and tears until the sweet release we share in death
Hours like days, weeks feel like years
Decades of tears
Yet somehow...

We´ll lose the things we´re fighted for
Each rise is followed by a fall
We´ll lose the ones we love, the ones we most adore
Yet go on...we go on

Blood and tears upon the altars of our lives we shed
Blood and tears until the sweet release we share in death
Hours like days, weeks feel like years
Decades of tears
Yet somehow everything seems so worthwhile
For a moment...for a moment...

What is it that we´re waiting for?
Looking forward to, preparing for?
Life kicks us in the teeth
Yet something makes us crawl back for more...

Blood and tears upon the altars of our lives we shed
Blood and tears until the sweet release we share in death
Hours like days, weeks feel like years
Decades of tears
Yet somehow
Blood and tears upon the altars of our lives we shed
Blood and tears until the sweet release we share in death
Hours like days, weeks feel like years
Decades of tears
Yet somehow everything seems so worthwhile
For a moment everything seems so worthwhile
For a moment...for a moment...

[MasterX]

Broken


I have come a long way where i started from
But i'm still not even close to where i'm going
(And now) i can no longer see the shine
That has been lighting up my way
I cannot feel its glowing

The fire in my heart is dying
And the zeal i had is gone

This path that i've chosen's a rocky one
Long, hard and frozen it has become
Each turn that i've taken on the way
Has only led me back to hell
I am dying down growing weaker now
It could seem that i'm doing fine
But i'm broken to little pieces deep inside

Why did i ever choose to go this way
The question i keep asking myself all the time
I guess it was my instinct for self-destruction
That pointed me down this way

The fire in my eyes is dying
And the dream i had is gone

This path that i've chosen's a rocky one
Long, hard and frozen it has become
Each turn that i've taken on the way
Has only led me back to hell
I am dying down growing weaker now
It could seem that i'm doing fine
But i'm broken to little pieces deep inside

[MasterX]

Burn


Follow the one
Evil masked in pride
Charisma to lead
Speeches laced with hate

Leading the dense
The bovine human herd
Inherently stupid
The fools deserve this fate

Warfare begins
Cities are ablaze
Tortured screams
Skin turning black

Carbonization
They will all burn
Mass execution
They will all die

Burning the world
And all of it's life
Throwing all the people
In a pit of fire

Watching the sheep
Gathering to die
Followers in life
Follow to the grave

Follow the one
Evil masked in pride
Charisma to lead
Speeches laced with hate

Leading the dense
The bovine human herd
Inherently stupid
The fools deserve this fate

Warfare begins
Cities are ablaze
Tortured screams
Skin turning black

Carbonization
They will all burn
Mass execution
They will all die

Pile the bodies
Set them aflame
The human race
Sentenced to burn

Burning flesh
Miasma of their death
Civilisation
It is destroyed

Pits of corpses
Unholy grave of war
Hanging victims
Guilty of free thought

Warfare begins
Cities are ablaze
Tortured screams
Skin turning black

Carbonization
They will all burn
Mass execution
They will all die

Pile the bodies
Set them aflame
The human race
Sentenced to burn
Pile the bodies
Set them aflame
The human race
Sentenced to burn

War of fire shred their souls
Burn in hell doomsday's toll
Failed to see the trap they laid
Demagogues lead them into the flames

[MasterX]

Consider Us Dead

Feel it, now it's waiting in your hand
Cold and loaded...
See it, now it's shining in my hand
Cold and loaded...
I know i haven't got the balls to pull this through
And therefore i'm laying all my faith in, all my faith in you

Raise the gun, take aim and shoot me
Put a bullet through my head
Consider us dead
Raise the gun, take aim and blow me away
Squeeze the trigger, free the lead
Consider us dead

We're leaving this human ruin behind
So cold and empty...
He's leaving for there's nothing more i can find
In this cold and empty
The choice is mine so don't be afraid to pull this through
Just get a grip, i'm dying to get rid of you, rid of you

Raise the gun, take aim and shoot me
Put a bullet through my head
Consider us dead
Raise the gun, take aim and blow me away
Squeeze the trigger, free the lead
Consider us dead

I know you haven't got the balls to pull this through
Just get a grip, i'm dying to get rid of you rid of you

Raise the gun, take aim and shoot me
Put a bullet through my head
Consider us dead
Raise the gun, take aim and blow me away
Squeeze the trigger, free the lead
Consider us dead
Consider us dead

[MasterX]

Cross My Heart And Hope To Die
Since your death
Everything has felt so meaningless and vain
That i´ve lost the will to live

Love, your death
Ripped my heart right out and since you went away
Life´s had nothing more to give

Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Across the dark, into the light
May death again us unite

Love, my fate
Will you wait for me there...where our autumn dawns?
There, beyond the dreary seas

Will you wait?
Will you welcome me into your arms once more?
Where our waters still fall free

Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Across the dark, into the light
May death again us unite

Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
I´ll depart from this life
May death again us unite

May it come...

My heart went down with you
At your funeral i was buried, too
My life - it ended with yours
And i...exist no more

[MasterX]

Crumbling Down (Give Up Hope)


Like roses wither so does hope
As we approach our final fate
A new dawn of man?
Oh no, can't you feel, the end is on its way...

It's all over, said and done, haven't you heard?
We are living our last days in this world
Oh, give up hope, do it now
The world is coming crumbling down

We have passed
The point of no return by far
And swept away the last sheds of hope
A new dawn of man?
Oh no, can't you feel, the end is on its way...

It's all over, said and done, haven't you heard?
We are living our last days on this earth
Oh, your days are over!
Your world is finished!

Down down down down
Thy kingdom gone
Down down down down
My kingdom come

This is it
This is the end
Free at last

[MasterX]

Dance On The Graves
Dance on the graves

"hell i can't deny it...i fell to the illusion of life!
Now, she's taken away everything that i called i!"

[MasterX]

Dead Moon Rising
The darkness comes out of her shell
Yet another cold night in hell with all the pain
The dying light is losing its glow
And my last glimmer of hope now fades away

It is starting to rain again
I'm coming closer to my end with every breath
The creepy shadows are growing pale
And the rising glow brings along the sense of death

I can feel her presence now

Dead moon rising
Bleeding red light over the sea
- i hope this time she came for me
- i hope this time she sets me free

My wounds are open wide
The freezing wind blows right inside and feels like ice
The eerie glow fires up the sky
And she takes away my sight with her shine

I can feel her all around

Dead moon rising
Bleeding dead light over the sea
- i hope this time she came for me
- i hope this time she sets me free

Dead moon rising
Bleeding dead light over the sea
- i hope this time she came for me
- i hope this time she sets me free

[MasterX]

Descending Curtain Of Death
Death - awaking from a dream
What we also call life
Life is not real - only death is
When the curtain has descended
The nightmare is over!

[MasterX]

Desert By Night
Yes, i am here
Here at the landscape of my dreams
And what's this perfection?
I feel immortality next to me
I have lived my life in your arms, mother
Now i'm back to show my gratitude
Take my life, i know that i'm worth of you
And i'll live again and i will live
Through the elk!

Now speak, serpent, with my tongue
Tell them what you think
Infiltrate the venom in their veins.
Brother wolf, take my mind, use my hands for thee
And lead the way to hall-up-high - take their lives
Take back what is yours!
I've set this sacrifice
(and now we dance
Here in this circle of flames
We praise your might
We praise your power to live)

Fresh as the north wind
You blow right to my heart
Warm as the south breeze
My blood now covers the sand
And on we die!

We have lived our lives in your arms, mother
Now we're back show our gratitude
Take our lives, if you think we're worth of you
And we will live again among the sheep.
As the wolves!

Now speak, hedgehog, with my tongue
Tell them what you want
And take revenge for a million lives
Sister swan, spread thy wings, your enemies are mine
And let live those who are worth of you
Taste our minds

[MasterX]

Despair-ridden Hearts
All bridges... on fire!
As onward and onward we ride
The smoke rises higher, higher...
Up the ever-darkening sky
So quickly everything swirled; descent of the world
Now it's all a chaotic ruin

Burning eerie, sapphire
The foretoken of closing doom
Glowing dreadful and dire, dire...
Is the ever-haunting moon
So sickly everything twirled; the end of the world
Now it's all a chaotic ruin

We came so far
So deeply wounded and so scarred our despair-ridden hearts
Frail as we are
Firmly united we will stand 'til the world falls apart

[MasterX]

Disengagement
Darkness fills the life
Covers the tired mind
Like the darkest damnation
Anxiety, oppression

A wounded soul
Manages to escape
From exhausted body,
From the bleeding prison
Disengagement, dark visions,
Forgotten personality

Feeling of loss
Nocturnal suffocation
Tears like blood
Stench of decayed

Alone...
Without a body
Life...
Is turned to hell

Living in emptiness
Torture of the timeless
Into the black pieces
Of total chaos and sorrow

No blessing
No chances to survive
Leads the way
To infernal death
Disengagement, dark visions
Forgotten personalities

[MasterX]

Drain Me

Always pretending to want you
It's so easy to make you play my game
Always deceiving to get you
So goddamn easy to make you scream my name
No remorse, no repent
Still to you i'm heaven-sent

I don't need a reason to hate you
I don't need a reason to brake you
Just keep that mouth wide open and drain me, my darling
I don't need to care if you want me
I don't need to care if you need me
Just spread that pink wide smile and drain me, my darling

For so many years i've been faking
It's so hard to keep lying and smiling in vain
For so many years i've been taking
Innocence soiled, hey babe, your loss is my gain
No remorse, no repent
Still to you i'm heaven-sent

I don't need a reason to hate you
I don't need a reason to brake you
Just keep that mouth wide open and drain me, my darling
I don't need to care if you want me
I don't need to care if you need me
Just spread that pink wide smile and drain me, my darling

[MasterX]

Dreamland


Somewhere in the night chasing shadows around the bend
Somewhere in the night chasing rainbows that have no end
In the misty night, you are mine and you hold me fast
But dreams have a way of calling it a day
They seldom last, our dreams have past
But in my lonely flight, i'll keep searching till time is through
Somewhere in the night till i find you

In the misty light you are mine and you hold me fast
But dreams have a way of calling it a day
They seldom last, our dreams have past
But in my lonely flight, i'll keep searching till time is through
Somewhere in the night, till i find you

[MasterX]

Drown Together
Take this love, my dear, and cherish it in your heart
You shall have no fear'
Nothing could tear us apart
Accept this love sincere, from the bottom of my heart
For now our time is here'
And love shall heal the scars
Now twilight hides the clear, and haunts the day away
We cross the last frontier,
And it sets our hearts ablaze
The waves lie still and gleaming on our sea
'and we're drifting down the stream'
Let's drown ourselves in this love
My darling, my only one
Let's give our lives for this love we are in
- make it forever'
Let me dry your tears
And hold you in embrace
Until we disappear in the crimson haze
The flames rise still so freezing on our sea
'and we're drifting down the stream'
Let's drown ourselves in this love
My darling, my only one
Let's give our lives for this love we are in
(we'll) do it together'
'and we take our dive into the waters of eternity'
'here all pain has died and the only ones are you and me'
The haze lies still and bleeding on our sea
'and we're drifting down the stream'
(-to eternity!)
Let's drown ourselves in this love
My darling, my only one
(let's) set sacrifices for this love we are in
- make it forever'
Let's drown ourselves in this love
Let's give our lives for this love we are in
(we'll) do it together'

[MasterX]

End Of The Road
Here we are, now layed burden down
We're coming to the end of our road
Sorrowful yet glorious somehow
To be humming this one last thought
So calm and still
It wasn't all that bad or was it?
Now fulfilled it doesn't only hurt to end it now

... the funeral...

The memories beneath the dust of years
They seem like those of someone deceased
There's no more to be done or hoped or feared
Just waiting for the final release
So calm and thrilled
It wasn't all that bad or was it?
Now still it doesn't only hurt end it now

Is life over? this life's over! or has it only just begun?
The close corner starts to moulder
Coming apart yet still not done forever on

[MasterX]

Ever-frost
The accusations and the blame
True or false, they seem the same
Filthy fingers, rising rose
And out of shit a flower grows
I'm amazed how damn low
People can go only by being themselves

Those with hearts of ever-frost
Always know we never lost
Flames rose high...
Not enough to melt the ice
Tiny minds and virtuous whores
Bunch of morons with a cause
"jesus saves?" - we will piss upon your graves

Three wise men came to the north
On they donkeys they rode forth
Whining i'd committed sins
Moaning i'm to everything
Still amazed how our whole trio on link
Can have only two brain cells

Those with hearts of ever-frost
Always knowing ever lost
Acid rain, urine on your flames
Urine on your flames

Those with hearts of ever-frost
Always know we never lost
Flames rose high...
Not enough to melt the ice
Tiny minds and virtuous whores
Bunch of morons with a cause
"jesus saves?" - we will piss upon your graves

Placid rain, urine on your graves

[MasterX]

Everything Is Nothing
Everything is nothing to me,i couldn't care less
A stern cold man is what i am,hard,relentless
And though i might have strayed the path i wouldn't change a thing
I've hated life fullest yet with longing deep within

For my name is sorrow and i'm a friend of misery
I've deprived myself of love for eternal agony
And i don't even dare to try i know i can only lose
Between this life i live and nothing i have to choose

Take me home to the one i belong

I'll see u all go down and witness your demise
I'll be the last to close the last to close my eyes
And forgive me nothing for i truly meant it all
What i've said,what i've done

Kiitos

[MasterX]

Excuse Me While I Kill Myself
How do you do?
Have yourself a pleasant afternoon!
Well, fuck you, too!
"good night" is the one i choose for you!

I'll kill myself:
I'll blow my brains onto the wall!
See you in hell,
I will not take this anymore!
Now, this is where it ends, this is where i will draw the line
So, excuse me while i end my life

I will pull this through
Not having a reason is no excuse
What the hell do you suppose i have left to lose?

Chorus

I'll kill myself:
I'll blow my brains onto the wall!
See you in hell,
I will not take this anymore!
This is where it ends; this is where i will draw the line
Excuse me while i kill myself

[MasterX]

Farewell
I've dragged myself through the blood and mud
And with burning eyes pushed the love away
No, i'm not the kind of man who'd play for keeps
The enchantment lies in the moment of goodbyes
For eternity
My sun has set down
I dream to flee
As i suffer "the black" bleed into me
I regret every single day i ever lived in my life
I gave all i had in me so it's time to say goodbye
The breath of wind beneath my beating wings
Is slowly dying down
Yet raging it's final blow!
As it crumbles down my castle in the air
The relieving words of farewell end my earthly hell
For eternity
My sun has set down
It has ceased to be
The lightning that once burned in me
I regret every single day i ever lived in my life
I gave all i had in me so it's time to say goodbye

[MasterX]

Fields Of Blood; Harvester Of Hate
Come to me - oh, mighty force of my own inner will...
Raise the power of knowlegde and give me the spirit to... kill!
Prepare my being to conquer what's to be mine...

For eternity
The aftermath of a battle to come
A vivid vision before my eyes
The storm has calmed and peace has landed
No more are we under the influence of lies
The false ones have been put to their death
By the purest form of pure impurity
Ky turns jetblack - we breed in the dark
Reborn to a new reality

The winds sweeps the fields where they all died...
The fields where their blood was spilt...
The hordes of celestial light saw the fields of blood... once
The winds sweeps the fields where they all died...
The fields where weak blood was spilt...
The hordes of celestial lies saw the fields of blood

I summon my inner self to strengthen my final will
My will to destroy the promised land of thousand fakes
I summon my mental force for it is mightier than your sword
Reveal the powers of wrath - tomorrow i am god!!!

...this is the dawn of the final war
...i shall bring you all down
Kill 'em all!!!

The victory is written on my very flesh
Inscribed in my very mind
Before daylight strikes the earth will be purified
And no pretender shall walk on this ground
Shadows retiring with the darkness of night
And hatred is growing within
First sunbeams of this day of glory
Reflect hatred in my eyes - the triumph of death

[MasterX]

For The Love I Bear
The silent peace this anguished morning brings leaves me to my grief
Oh, so many years i've been married to the grave
These bitter tears fill up my sorrowed eyes as i lay my head down
And beg myself to be so brave...
Oh, how i miss your loving hate... and yet i miss her loving hate
Cursed be this love i bear
Bereaved be this heart that bleeds for her
The love of the man lives here...
On grain and the earth, rain and the chilling air
The burning passion the glowing sunset gives will lead me to my joy
And i'll laugh upon the stroke that murders me
So farewell my love, take all of myself and kill this love forsaken
And please send me no need of thee...
Oh, how i miss your loving hate... and yet i miss her loving hate
Cursed be this love i bear
Bereaved be this heart that bleeds for her
The love of the man lives here...
On grain and the earth, rain and the chilling air

[MasterX]

Forever Lost
Everyman, i will go with thee and be thy guide
In thy most need to go by thy side

(grave - home of the brave?)

Fire...dance with me
For there's time for me and there's time for thee
Desire ...rise, my friend
Dance with me all the way
Then descend

I wake up in the trench
And what a shitty world this is to wake up in...
Our troops are only here and there
But the enemy is everywhere

Will you be by me?

In the crimson moonlight
The battle is raging at its height
There...somewhere...i bleed and scream
Take me over the stream - to my dream

If there's a heaven for the heathen
We'll gather our hearts in the kingdom of gods
And honour grows upon the graves of those
Who were put through hell in the line of fire

Will you be by me?
(love remains)

Fire...dance with me
When it's time to scream and when it's time to dream
Higher...rise, my friend
Dance with me all the way - to the end

Lost in the night frost
Forever lost

The night is still breathing
But i'll pass away, the flame has ceased
As the others keep on hunting
I'm taken away by the silky breeze...

So if there's a heaven for the heathen
We'll gather our hearts in the kingdom of gods
And silence grows high where the soldiers lie
Those who feared no evil (and those who did)

Now set me on
Fire...take me high
When it's time to fly and when it's time to die
Higher...rise, my friend
Dance with me all the way - to the end

Lost in the night frost
Forever lost

...to the end...

[MasterX]

Funeral Spring
So came the spring, came the light
And gave farewell to the wintery ice
Now all is gone, this is the end.
This snow is may reminds me...
Funeral... funeral time again... funeral
So came the winter and the summertimes
Forever gone as all love for live
Blank the shroud upon the ground
The shadows cast so pale...
Funeral spring is now
I watch you bury me down
Funeral time again
Longing to fly...
Funeral spring is real
White as the ghostly veil on the ground
Funeral time again
Someone has died again
Funeral time is now
And you bury me down below
Funeral time again
I'm longing... to fly... again...

[MasterX]

Grave Sweet Grave
I have seen my funeral in a thousand dreams
Its beauty'
Now the night descends
And drowns me in this dream once again'

No stars tonight' they all have ceased
No moon tonight to cast its gleam
'just a single flame lighting my journey'

Two at my feet, and two at my head
Two carrying me at where my hands are laid

Endless sleep' giving me peace
And eternally bringing release
Nothing more to be done
Nothing more to be lived for me

All my life i've waited for this eternal night
And now it's time'
Soon they'll lower me down deep into the icy ground

Two at my feet, and two at my head
Two carrying me at where my hands are laid

'and once there'll be a time that i have waited for
When the dawn will steal my dreams no more'

Two at my feet, and two at my head
Two carrying me at where my hands are laid
Grave sweet grave - welcoming me home
Grave sweet grave - i'll be yours till the dawn

(The dawn shall steal my dreams no more)

[MasterX]

Guilt And Regret
Guilt and regret, they are my two inbred brothers
Guilt and regret
O god how i hate them both from the bottom of my heart

Guilt and regret and me wake up into a brand new day
Guilt and regret lively
I am still dead tired - the night has been long and hard

My brothers they ask me:
"do you recall anything from yester-night, no?"
They laugh at me and go:
"nothing at all? well, it must have been an evening of joy"

Guilt and regret
O god how i hate them both from the bottom of my heart

Each morning like this they come, uninvited
Pale as ghosts, reeking of compost
Yet most i abhor their bloodshot eyes

My brothers they ask me:
"do you recall anything from yester-night, no?"
They laugh at me and go:
"nothing at all? well, it must have been an evening of joy"
My brothers they tease me:
"do you remember anything from yester-night, no?"
They laugh at me and go:
"o sure you do, we buried our little sister hope"

Guilt and regret and me - what a twisted family we are
Guilt and regret
O god, how i hate you both from the bottom of my heart

[MasterX]

Her Last 5 Minutes

Must have been a week
Since she drew the curtains down
I don't know if it's night or day
And i don't care
Our hope seems so bleak
But she's pulling through somehow
While i'm trembling in dismay, in despair

I can see you're scared and tired of all this
I can see the torment, the damage it has done
Still we both know what the other alternative is
Not yet, the only one

The good moments are brief
And there's nothing i can do
When it comes onto her again
And does it worse

She shivers like a leaf
As the waves of pain heave through
The ruthless bringer of the end
Fears, preserved

I can see you're scared and tired of all this
I can see the torment, the damage she has done
Still we both know what the other alternative is
Not yet, the only one

Don't go yet, don't yet go
Not yet, my only one
Don't go yet, i can't let go
Not yet, my only one

[MasterX]

Home In Despair


Again the sky has fallen down on me
Once more a world has crumbled down and over me

And yet in some twisted way
I enjoy my misery
And in some strange way
I have grown together with my agony

I feel home in despair for i dwell in grief
And i feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
And i feel home anywhere human lives are going down the drain

For as long as i remember life has been hard
I guess they have "misery" written somewhere in my stars

For i have mourned for so damn long…
That i've forgotten what it was for
Everything has gone so wrong
That i really couldn't think of anything more

I feel home in despair for i dwell in grief
And i feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
And i feel home anywhere human lives are flowing down the drain

I feel home in despair for i dwell in grief
And i feel home when the air's too thick to breathe
And i feel home anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rain

Yet i know the worst is still to come

[MasterX]

I'll Throw The First Rock
I could hear them speaking of those
"good old days" that never were
Those hollow containers for souls
Who no longer live there...

It dwells in my heart, the eternal hate
To get your share just wait (And see)

There are no strangers in this world
Only bastards i haven't met
...and my skeptic way of thinking
Turns away the joys they shed

It dwells in my heart, the eternal rage
And now i'll blast it on your face!

I'll throw the first rock
- blacken your world and your sun

I'll throw the first rock
I'll throw the first one
You'll crumble to the ground
As i throw the rock that brings you

Down

[MasterX]

In Memoriam
In the dark... in death
Eyes can't see... i cannot feel
No voices... no light... no existence
A dreamlike void surrounds me

Silence... emptiness... peace of mind... in death

In emptiness...
I focus my thoughts on my life
In death i have the time to think of the past

Solitude...
Won't break my peace of mind
Because here i must dwell eternally

In memoriam...
For the one that once was me
Entombed remains
A gravestone marks i've passed away...
(sacred... to the memory of myself)

[MasterX]

Keep My Grave Open
(Hunt or be hunted)

The days are hot
And the dead lie unburied on the field
So the wind brings the smell of blood;
- so heavy and sweet

They're back again
- we came so near and yet so far
They're all around
And if they come any closer...
We're done

Keep my grave open, open wide
Keep my grave open, i'm longing to die
- cool and peaceful, and far from the battlefields
...and opened just for me

The moon shuts her eyes
And great black clouds cover the sky
Rain bathes the ground
While we live in darkness like the blind..

[MasterX]

Killing Me Killing You
Baby, have you seen, there is a snake in our paradise
A serpent that's wriggling between us
And freezing our feelings to ice

And with each drop of blood we bleed because of this
Something so precious dies and it feels it really is...

Killing me killing you
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning me burning you
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Darling, do you feel, there is a storm coming our way
The burning light between us is already starting to fade
The fire in our hearts is smothered by the rain
And the crimson flame of passion turns into something grey

And with each drop of blood our shattered hearts ever bleed
Something so precious dies and is lost eternally

Killing me killing you
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning me burning you
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Killing me killing you
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning me burning you
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Each teardrop from your eyes
Makes something inside me die
Each of these days that draws us part
Takes a piece from my
Takes a piece from my heart

Kill me kill me kill me again with your love
And chase the storm away
Bring me bring me bring me the end with your love
And haunt the demons away

Killing me killing you

Killing me killing you
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning me burning you
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Killing me killing you
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning me burning you
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Kill me kill me kill me again with your love
And chase the snake away
Bring me bring me bring me the end with your love
And haunt the serpent away

[MasterX]

Let Go
Now everything
That used to matter to me
Is taken away
Forever gone
The only things
I really have left here
'in this life
Are bitter hate and this gun
From this trip i'm taking now
I'm never coming back'
It's time, tonight's the night
-the last one of my life
This time i'll just let myself go
And leave this world behind
The booze flows in
Like blood to heart that beats no more
And blows the flame of fear out'
I raise the gun
- my finger on the trigger -
And put the barrel into my mouth
From this trip i'm taking now
I'm never coming back'
It's time, tonight's the night
-the last one of my life
This time i'll just let myself go
And leave this world behind
It's here, tonight's the night
-the last one of my life
With no fear i'll just let my life go
And take the six-feet-dive'

[MasterX]

Love And Death
When the bow breaks the cradle will fall.
I am in shape for the game, but for life?... no more.
I have come here to end my life
And i will do it with this rusty knife.
It will all be over soon and i'll be through...
To find my way to you

Loving death...
Like she was at the end.
Love and death...
Can unite their souls again.
Loving death...
He'll make it through it all.
Love and death...
Go hand in hand once more.

Is life too precious?
He knows it ain't.
Well, it never could have gone any other way...
Nicely, slowly, enjoying the pain...
And the soul will finish its jail.
The wind will cry my name as the dark now cries her's.
By then i've silenced.
No final words said to this world.

Loving death...
Like they were back then.
Love and death...
Have united through his end.
Loving death...
As blood flows on the shore.
Love and death...
Go hand in hand once more.
Love and death forever more.

[MasterX]

Lower The Flags
He's gone, he is dead
His remains upon the hearse ahead
As silently we wander though the mist
He's free

This is the end
Your journey's over, night descends
Below... into the abyss
Farewell, my friend, you will be missed

Lower the flags
A good man has passed
He has reached the last of frontiers
Lower the flags
Down to half-mast
For again the world has taken a turn for the worse

He's done, he is dead
Six feet of earth upon his head
Now lay your wreaths
Upon the one who lies beneath

Although you're gone
In memories you shall live on
Asleep... in peace now rest
The weight of the world is off your chest

Lower the flags
A good man has passed
He has reached the last of frontiers
Lower the flags
Down to half-mast
For again the world has taken a turn for the worse

That morning light i'll always remember
And these august nights: cold as december

[MasterX]

May Today Become The Day
Rain trumps the lifeless ground
Drops as cold as ice
The doors breaking
The trench are shaking

The fire hits us all around
When the siren cries
Forward, forward we go into attack!

May today become the day
As i plunge into the grave
Let it slide in
All the signs are there
They all think that i'm brave
The strongest link of our chain
But really i gotta say that ain't how it's like

Closing in, i'm slowing down
Warren fire, blood
Our lines breaking and death is taking
All our men from all around
Into pools of mud
Forward, forward, there is no turning back!

May today become the day
As i plunge into the grave
Let it slide in
All the signs are there
They all think that i'm brave
The strongest link of our chain
But really i gotta say that ain't not how it's like

The fallback calling as the soldiers keep falling
Forward, forward, i am not turning back!

May today become the day
As i plunge into the grave
Let it slide in
All the signs are there
They all think that i'm brave
The strongest link of our chain
But really i just wanna go back between my eyes
Aim high

[MasterX]

Moonmagic
Moonmagic

Look into the night...
Look unto the sky...
Face her nightly shape...
Feel her chilling cold - mother moon is full!

Her face of agony
Her dismal morbid gleam
A shape so desperate - the moon is full
Reminding us of pain
Reminding us of fear
She's guiding in the night - her children

Ah! the moon is full

Behind that ghostly veil she hides that ghostly shape
Her light is guiding us - her children (As wander in the mist)

Ah! the moon is full!

Reminding us of pain
Reminding us of fear
She's watching in the dark - her children
Find her dismal light
Adopt her facial form
Breed the spawn of night
Become one with the moon

Dismal agony, distant misery
I'm drowning in her eyes and the moon is full!

[MasterX]

My Sky Is Darker Than Thine


Frozen soil... a dim moonlight
I've been... this glorious rid
Raise the arms in victory
I've seen... on this glorious night

I've kept my eyes open wide
Through my dream i was given a hint:
My sky is darker than yours, my star is brighter than yours
A glance to the moonlight shadow reveals the runes of yesterday
I am of astral strain, my sky is darker than thine

Die... die... die!
I... i... i... despite
Destroy!

The goals i've set to myself are far beyond mortality
To dominate, desolate everything weak that cannot stand alone

And losers shall drop...
One after one...

I am before all gods
Who art thou to come to me?
You are the great pretender
And you will always be
(so die)

Frozen time... the astral gate
I've been before on this ground
Open wide before my eyes
I see... on this glorious ride

Now i know...
It was written in the stars that i am the wrathchild
I laugh as you cry

I am the one who laughs as you cry...
I am the one who laughs for last and laughs forever more

The goals i've set to myself are far beyond humanity
To dominate, desolate everything - i'm heading to immortality!

And losers shall drop...
One after one...
I won!!!

[MasterX]

My Slowing Heart
I gave and gave - gave all i had
I took and took - all i could grab
I had it all and i had none
Now the game is over and it's all gone

My heart is worn out to keep beating
My lungs exhausted by all this breathing
My mind's too tired to keep grieving

I was against and i was for
I wanted less and wanted more
I won i lost, i lost and won
Now it's all over and i am done

My throat is too sore for more screaming
My eyes too swollen for more weeping
My wounds are too dry for more bleeding
My blood too drained for more streaming

My heart is slowing down

Long short is life is short and long
Strong weak am i am weak and strong
My crop is ready for the reaping
My being ready for releasing

[MasterX]

Nepenthe
Think about all the good in your life
- it's only temporary
Think about all the positive sides in life
- they never last forever

So drink to Forget
And drown all your sorrow
Bury your dreams
Choose mind refinery

All the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries and the...
(Nepenthe)
All the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries of the past

When the light of the chosen has died
When the master is slave to his life

All the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries and the...
(Forget)
All the love and the hate and the hate and the hate for you - my love

When the light of chosen has died
It is time to do something right, for once, goddamned!

So drink to Forget
And drown all your sorrow
Bury your dreams
And choose catharsis!

All the tears and the fears and the lies and the cries and the...
(Revenge)
All the hate in the world is the power to bring you down!

When the light of chosen has died
It is time to pay back for their crimes

[MasterX]

Neverlasting
Carpe diem...
Seize the day before your life fades away.
Reach for the skies - for the distant sun
And keep on hiding from the gun.

No! you need to sell your soul
For it's great to lose control.
Can't you feel that growing desire
To go down with the blazing fire?

You need to burn and reach to the point of no return.

- waste no time dreaming in vain!
You and i aren't built to last
- go astray - the only way!
You and i will make it fast
- burn the candle at both ends!
Let's take a ride before we fall
- leave no room for happy endings!
And make it right for once and for all.

Something's twisted in your head
For you live as you were dead.
Therefore you must play with the gun
And be sure to have your fun.

Take my hand and i'll lead you astray
For it's the only way.
Let's give in to the growing desire
And go down with the blazing fire.

We need to burn and reach the point of no return.

- waste no time dreaming in vain!
You and i aren't built to last.
- go astray - the only way!
You and i will make it fast
- burn the candle at both ends!
Let's take a ride before we fall.
- leave no room for happy endings!
And make it right for once and for all.

[MasterX]

New Age Messiah
"he shall appear to thee and thou shall know him.
He is no son of god, he is the son of the earth!"

A new messiah...
He's walked among the living
And lived among the dead
He holds the key up there...

Far too long - the truth's been inverted
By false tongues
And far too long - false prophets have infested
The holy ground
The holy earth;
The pagan reign of nature...
The time is right (Too late)

Fall from grace, new age messiah
As a lightning cracks the sky
Show the world its final fate
Rise to the heights, new age messiah
They will worship you and hail!
As the world goes down the drain
The new messiah leads the way!

"he shall appear to thee and thou
Shall understand.
He shall promise no salvation but let
You see what is imminent"

Chosen by his own will
As written by himself
A new messiah
Has come to guide mankind
On its downward trail
He holds the key down there...

Far too long - they had to wait him to arrive
And far too long - the hordes believed all the lies
Now all can see: the "hand of darwin"
Rocks this human cradle-grave
God is dead, god is dead, long live the nature!

Fall from grace, new age messiah
On your first and last crusade
Show the world its final fate
Rise to the heights, new age messiah
So they can hear your words of gold
As the world goes down the drain
The new messiah makes your day
Fall from grace, new age messiah
From the dark side of the moon
To the point of no return -
Welcome the prophet of doom
Open doors to a new reality
As the world goes down the drain
A new messiah walks away

[MasterX]

No More Beating As One
She was no longer precious to me
I guess my hate grew much stronger than my love for her ever did
(i was) so tired of chasing that person who made me feel loved
And as we were embracing i cut and spilt the dearest blood

I'm praying for her soul as this blood on my hands stains me whole

You were my life, from you i fed of
And now parted by knife - the suicide of our love
So callous and frigid was that stillborn soul
Yet no other half could ever make me whole

You promised: "'til death do us part", and then you made a stone of my heart
And with the last rays of the setting sun the loveless pulse fades away
No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame

Gone are the times when i felt alive
Gone are those nights with you by my side
And now here i stand as the shadows grow deep
With the death on my hand at your grave i weep

We were one yet not the same
Once passion abundant, now pain

And with the last rays of the setting sun the loveless pulse fades away
No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame

Love laved with stillness like the grave in my heart
And all the reasons huddled in your seeping blood

And with the last rays of the setting sun the loveless pulse fades away
No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame
And with the last rays of the setting sun she bled her love away
No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame

[MasterX]

No One There
The axe, the bottle and the rope
The feeling there really is no more hope
The thought of the great unknown
And facing it alone
The dark, the silent and the cold
The feeling i have come to the end of my road
Yes, these are the things i spend
My remaining moments with

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As i now reach out in the dark
No one there

Why did it have to be so hard
For us to live our lives
Again i reach out in the dark in despair

The desperation and the snow
The feeling of finally coming back home
The melancholy and the hole in the soil so hard and cold

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As i now reach out in the dark
No one there

Your love for me, my love for you
Things we somehow managed to lose
Now there´s only the ruthless wind
To blow right through
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
To think we both will die alone

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As i now reach out in the dark
No one there

[we´re going nowhere: all the way to nowhere

[MasterX]

Noose
No way out of your misery
Alone in pain and agony
Lay depressed and hollow
One thought in your mind
-no tomorrow

And then you had made up your mind
And thought it was your time
You left this world without shedding a tear
Without hope, without fear

So you thought you'd just put your head
Into the noose and let it all go... and so you did
Oh yeah, you did

Now you come haunting every night
Calling my name until i...
Wake up feeling this sorrow
One thought in my mind
- i will follow

I'll drink the booze to depress myself
Then i take the rope and express myself
I'll leave this world without shedding a tear
Without hope, without fear

Yeah, i think i'll put my head
Into the noose and let it all go... and so i will
Oh yeah, i will

I'll take the rope, just like you
And wherever you are, i'll be too

I think i'll just put my head
Into the noose and let it all go... and so i will

[MasterX]

Obsession
Obsession... burning me, carving me from inside my head.
I am suffering frustrations of the deepest kind.
I am getting weaker but my lust keeps growing.
I am out to get you.
Obsession. obsession. obsession!
Inside my burning heart.
Obsession! till the end of time.
Obsession... you are feeding it,
With every step, every breath you take.
I've been watching you.
I've been following your every move.
You cannot see me, but i can see you.
I've been folloving.
I've been here since the dawn of time!
Inside my burning mind. obsession!
Till the end of time... the end is near now...
I'll be close enough... and you will fall victim...
To the strongest love... our death will be...
A beautiful one... you know you belong to me... forever...
Obsession! inside my burning heart.
Obsession! in the end you're mine...
Obsession... the end is here now...
I am close enough... together forever

[MasterX]

Ode To The End
Looking down through clouds of iron
At the shattered remains of the world
New bays on coasts, new land in the sea
Deserts of ash... on death row earth

Open your eyes to realize...
Your source of life exists no more
Pale obsolete is the whole of me
But yet i feel more than ever before

So came our time - the time that lasts forever
And through the death we frolic endlessly
Too many years of pain and sorrow
I hope my life leaves me be... dead

Emotions which i kept are no longer in my head
'cause all the words i said, they showed...
I was dying to be dead

Close your eyes to see why the dark desire
Tempts my soul, oh my friend
Come, listen to my mind and feel the fire
This is the ode to the end

Don't hold your sight - i know there's no heaven
I believe we all have our personal hell
And don't be scared, take death with open arms
And you'll feel so warm and peacefull...

[MasterX]

One More Day
It feels that your love for me
Is slowly turning to dust
It seems that our union made of iron
Is starting to rust

I hate life
I hate this shit
I love you and i hate myself
I hate our world
And everything in it
I hate loving you
I hate
I hate

Give me a reason to live
One more day
Let me just once more feel
Your light through the rain

It feels that my love for you
Is eternal, never-ending
But it seems that you're not receiving
What i have been sending

I love life
I love this shit
I love you and i hate myself
I love our world and everything in it
I love loving you
I love
I hate

Give me a reason to live
One more day
Let me just once more feel
Your light trough the rain

Give me a reason to live
One more day
Let me just once more feel
Your love through the pain

[MasterX]

One One There
The axe, the bottle and the rope
The feeling there really is no more hope
The thought of the great unknown
And facing it alone
The dark, the silent and the cold
The feeling i have come to the end of my road
Yes, these are the things i spend
My remaining moments with

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As i now reach out in the dark
No one there

Why did it have to be so hard
For us to live our lives
Again i reach out in the dark in despair

The desperation and the snow
The feeling of finally coming back home
The melancholy and the hole in the soil so hard and cold

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As i now reach out in the dark
No one there

Your love for me, my love for you
Things we somehow managed to lose
Now there´s only the ruthless wind
To blow right through
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
To think we both will die alone

And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As i now reach out in the dark
No one there

[MasterX]

Phenix
Phenix

Burned alive in the flames of love
- the ashes scattered in the wind
Fucked up by the unholy trinity;
You, me and our "perfect law"
(Our perfect love)

Each time i walk under a moonlit sky
- each time i dream of you
"death won't tear us 'part but lack of love"
Kill all gods and all mother-lovin whores
- my heart is built for war
Yet one precious treasure is lost forever more

Fenix, rising
Fenix...is rising high!

Born again in the name of war
Born to fight and built to last
From the ashes of Our perfect love...
Watch me now! i'll be complete!!!

Each time i swim in your starry eyes
- each time i drown with you
"death won't tear us 'part but lack of love"
Well, kill your god and your mothafuckin' - horse
- now fenix is stronger than ever!
One precious treasure is lost forever more

Fenix, rising
Fenix...is rising high!

Born again in the name of war
Born to fight and built to last
From the ashes of Our perfect love...
(Would you die for me like i died for you! huh!)
Fenix is rising in the name of war
(holding a silver sword upon his mighty head, swearing revenge to
All his enemies - rock 'n roll is the only way to die!!!)
Watch me riding from Our perfect love
Watch me now! i'll be complete...

[MasterX]

Rot To Dead


Dark eyes meet in a black corner of the earth
Hate burns scars within our minds
False shall be separated from the true
The moment of departure follows time

Nocturnal wrath unfolds us...
Melancholic silence surrounds...
Walls are breeding malignant seeds...
The spawn of hate shall be unleashed

Rot to dead!!!

Face to face - brother against brother
The bitter taste of loss of own ideals
Atmosphere of evil, selfish minds
In a battle which no-one will prevail

Paradoxal tranquillity...
Leads the fiend out of our minds...
Raging wrath - now weeping sorrow...
But hate remains in our hearts...

[MasterX]

Rotting Ways To Misery
Into the life after death
Where all is said and done
Where sanity is forgotten
Where humanity is gone

Into the abyss i fall
Arising evil is all i see
I hear a blasphemic call
The touch of death is all i feel

Rotting ways to misery
The earth is burning under my feet

"sacrifice your soul for me
Against our common enemy... god"

Behind the depths of dying
He is whipping my skin
This is the end... of liberty
I am in the fires of evilness

Hell's gates were open for me
They were my destiny
Anyone can be chosen
To be his slave

Rotting ways to misery
Are the chosen one's infernal destiny

[MasterX]

Shadegrown


I have dwelled in the dark
So long that i have become the night
Here only the chilling northwind
Can give warmth to my life

There comes the morning light and brings the pain
...slashing my heart
It goes by slowly and makes the pain last forever
...it tears me apart

I'm drowning in this light
I'm dying, it's so bright
I have lived in the shades
- make the glow go away

Come cast your shadow over me
And i'll cast mine all over thee
Take me away, into the shades
Where there is no light of day
(To harm my way)

Come with me and we'll flee from this world
Across the nightly sky
Believe me, you'll be free
As we take our ride on the darkside

I'm drowning in this light
I'm dying, it's so bright
I have lived in the shades
- make the glow go away

Come cast your shadow over me
And i'll cast mine all over thee
Take me away, into the shades
Where there is no light of day

Come cast your shadow over me
I'll give you immortality
Let's walk away, into the shades
Where there is no light of day

To harm our way

[MasterX]

Sun Won't Shine
The candles have been blown out by the wind
Don't be scared, my love, i'm right by your side
I still remember the times i walked alone...dead
Until you woke me up and made me come alive

With her love she feeds the fire in my heart
And in her eyes, oh the birth of stars

The sun won't shine on me without your love
...don't you know
The cold wind kills the flame in my heart
...by its blow

She gave me everything i had craved
Through the years of pain
The years of pain

With her love she feeds the fire in my heart
Oh she's my only light
In the dark

The sun won't shine on me without your love
...don't you know
The cold wind kills the flame in my heart
...by its blow

Dead calm all around

[MasterX]

The Luxery Of A Grave
On day zero my mother was expecting...the worst
And out of my father's ass i was born,feet first

''oh,no.''

The most horrendous piece of feces ever forced
To be disposed of is what i was created for

Oh,no...[i'm sorry that i was born!]...so wrong!

When death releases you from me
Just dump my foul remains on some near-by field
-i don't deserve a grave
When you finally get rid of me
Just let my corpse decay...unburied
-i do not deserve a grave

My worthlessness is something there is no doubt of
-i am a waste of the filth i was made out of

How low...[i'm sorry i'm still alive]...can i go!?

When detah releases you from me
Just dump my foul remains on some near-by field
-i do not deserve a grave
When you finally get rid of me
Just let my corpse decay...unburied
-i do not deserve a luxury of...

Oh,no... a coffin would be way too nice
Oh,no...a see-through plastic bag will do just fine

When death releases you from me
Just dump my foul remains on some near-by field
-i do not deserve a grave
When you finally get rid of me
Just let my corpse decay...unburied
-i do not deserve the luxury of a grave

[MasterX]

The Rain Comes Falling Down
Now every single cloud becomes a raging storm
As i go seeking for the one i used to live for…

Since your love was taken away
My heart´s been beating empty beats
Well, it will end tonight…
-the blade shall set me free

A steady hand with this sharpened cold steel
Will help me wipe away this pain that i feel

The rain comes falling down
My life flows to the ground
No longer feeling the pain
My flame now fading away

The rain comes falling down
My life flows to the ground
No longer feeling the pain
My flame now fading away

So here i´m lying on these dead and bloody autumn leaves
Waiting for death to take me where i want to be…

A steady hand with this sharpened hard steel
Will help me wipe away this agony i feel

The rain comes falling down
My life flows to the ground
No longer feeling the pain
My flame now fading away

The rain comes falling down
My life flows to the ground
No longer feeling the pain
These leaves now becoming my grave

No longer feeling the flame
No longer feeling the rain

[MasterX]

The River
Yet another morning
That feels like this
Yet another life's bitter kiss

It has been like this for i don't know how long
I only know that at some point
It all went wrong

I don't remember much from last night
But still far more than i would like to

I'm floating downstream that damned river again

What can i do now except continue
And open a bottle once more
What can i do now except see this through
And float with the stream, off the shore
- see where the river will take me

When i needed you, you weren't there
Now i need booze like i need the air that i breathe

With each drink i'm drifting further away from your world
The further off i get the harder it will be to return

It has been like this for i don't know how long
I only know that at some point
It all went wrong

Floating downstream that damned river again
The river that's distilled from premium grain

What can i do now except continue
And open a bottle once more
What can i do now except see this through
And float with the stream, off the shore
- see where the river will take me
- see where the river will take me

[MasterX]

The Suicider
Well, here i am, i'm back again
From the deadlands i descend'
Back from the dead, back from the end
'i'm here to take revenge!
Soon the deathly dusk will fall
And the night i've waited for
'at the dawn you'll live no more
Breathing through death' living for bloodshed'
I'm the suicider dying every night and day
Killing me is not enough to make me go away
I live to kill and kill to live
And long for dying endlessly
Each time i kill i'm born again
'i have become the end
Thus i am and thus i'll die
Yet another thousand times
'i am dead and i am alive
Take a deep breath'
It's the last one you will get!!!
I'm the suicider dying every night and day
Killing me is not enough to make me go away
I'm the suicider seeking for the end of life
(but) killing me is not enough to cease the flame inside
'thus i kill and thus i`ll die'
Thus i will live for all time

[MasterX]

The Truth
At the primitive times
When the earth was born
Generations came and went
Lived in ignorance
Somewhere in the darkness of time
Lies open the ultimate fate of life
0132 (Mullan rakoseen vaivun)
No one can show us the right way
Is this enigmatic destiny
This way is going where we are coming from
The time has come...

[MasterX]

The War Ain't Over
...hear the sounds of thunder
Feel it come in all its pride.
- and it's all yours!
This tension, this pressure...
Sweat and feel the air too thick to breathe!
Feel hatred, fear hatred...
Wait the chaos that shall breed
- the spawn of war!
- the spawn of man!
- inside of us all - oh yes! you too...

Live in this hell - die in this hell.

Hey! the beast of war is on the hunt!
The dove of peace falls torn apart!
- disillusion!
Well, hey now! what did you expect to see?
The "victory of humanity"?
Well, the war ain't over!!!

"i remember all the hopes (I remember all lies)
I am "die erd", i've seen it come and go and stay eternally! war!"

Live in this hell - so what the hell,
- so let it be,
- die in this hell.

Hey! the beast of war is on the hunt!
The dove of peace falls torn apart!
- disillusion!
Well, hey now! what did you expect to see?
The "victory of humanity"?
Well, the war ain't over!!!

No! never! ever! no!
So let it be.

[MasterX]

The Way I Wanna Go
I know of a heaven...
And damn sure...
I know of a hell...
If you could take a look into this fighter's mind...
The things you'd see.
What would you think?
How would you feel?
If you could really know me... mmm...
Can you see this hell i feel inside?
A tragedy in a human mind.

That's what i am!!!
So turn away, turn away and go.
Turn away while you still can.
Turn away.

The way i'm gonna go is not the way you want to go!
This reign that i have built myself,
Over the years, will crumble down me.
Life's double edged sword gives both pleasure and pain.
And it's my cross to be carried!!!
Can you see this chaos-ridden mind?
This tragedy, this tragedy of a human mind.

That's how i am!!!
"it might seem t's just a part of the illusion of life.
There's no perfection in this world,
And in the end we're but two strangers
Sailing our personal seas of sorrow..."
I've been to heaven! (and let me tell you)
I have been "down there" so turn away, go.

Turn away while you still can.
Turn away.
The way i'm gonna go is not the way you want to go!
Turn away, turn away...
This is the way i wanna go

[MasterX]

Under The Suffer
First came the wind, dark clouds and the storm
Then came the snow which covered the ground white

We saw them descending from clouds
From the bloodred sky
We just stood there and watched
As they came, saw and conquered

This beautiful sight
Made us blind
With joy we welcomed the intruder
As immigrants for their dominion

Like an epidemic virus
That spread over our homes
It came like a cold wind
And took away everything

In the ruins we stood
With the living ones
We saw them raping our women
And killing our children

[MasterX]

Vengeance Is Mine

I am stunned, you caught me by suprise
It's so damn wrong, you outdid yourselves
Beaten numb, i didnt see you sneaking round the corner, how could i?
There is no sight in my third eye

When i'm done i will hunt you down
One by one i'll blow you all to hell
For you faceless, nameless, cowards, cannot hide
The day you break me will arrive

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while i'm down, stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest
I rise from the ashes, from these ruins of mine, from the rage
I'm right on your track you bastards
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine

I have dreams of hammering your skulls
Fantasies of bashing in your brains
Obsessively i am watching, i am stalking, i am following
And then the massacre begins

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while i'm down, stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest
I rise from the ashes, from these ruins of mine, from the rage
I'm right on your track, you bastards
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine

Strike from behind and knock me to the ground
Kick me while i'm down, stab me in the back, you bastards
Tear my heart out of my chest
I rise from the ashes, from these ruins of mine, from the rage
I'm right on your track you bastards
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine
Dozen of eyes for an eye
Vengeance is mine
Vengeance is mine

[MasterX]

We Are But Falling Leaves
Think of your lifetime as one day
It's fading away
The shadows are growing long
Think of existence as a flame
That as rainstorm clouds they ride along

At life's eve our flames will cease
Eternally, unavoidably
Eventually all paths will lead
To the cemetery

We are but falling leaves in the air hovering down
On our way we are spinning around
Scattered fragments of time
Like beams of the light we are
That's all we are

Think of your lifetime as one year
Look autumn is here
Getting colder, the winter's impending
Your conclusion's drawing near-certain, austere
Yet is only the circles unending

At life's eve our flames will cease
Eternally, unavoidably
Eventually, all paths will lead to the cemetery
To the prior deceased

We are but falling leaves in the air hovering down
On our way we will hit the ground
Scattered fragments of time
Like beams of the light we are

Just when we realize that we are alive, we die

[MasterX]

When The Moment Of Death Arrives
Wasted years left behind
As an old man nears to death
Praying his lord to forgive him
For the sins he never committed

The fear of dying
- the fear of the fires of hell
The fear of living
- the fear of endless tribulation
The scars of life
- the scars from a faceless world
The wings of death
- unfold me and ease my pain

Death... comes as a relief...
...from the mortal suffering...
...young again...
...travelling into the ageless time

Memories of his past life
Vividly in his mind
Feeling himself alive again
When the moment of death arrives!

"flee in the darkness of death
Where exists no pain no fear;
A relief from the earthly... suffering...
...when the moment
Of death arrives..."

[MasterX]

White Wedding
Originally performed by billy idol
Hey little sister what have you done
Hey little sister who's the only one
Hey little sister who's your superman
Hey little sister who's the one you want
Hey little sister shot gun!

It's a nice day to start again
It's a nice day for a white wedding
It's a nice day to start again.

Hey little sister what have you done
Hey little sister who's the only one
I've been away for so long (so long)
I've been away for so long (so long)
I let you go for so long

It's a nice day to start again (come on)
It's a nice day for a white wedding
It's a nice day to start again.

Take me back home
There is nothin' fair in this world
There is nothin' safe in this world
And there's nothin' sure in this world
And there's nothin' pure in this world
Look for something left in this world
Start again
Come on

It's a nice day for a white wedding
It's a nice day to start again.
It's a nice day for a white wedding
It's a nice day to start again.

[MasterX]

Wings
The shadow of wind
Flees to pain to reality
The breath of night
Now disappears to distance
On the margin of emptiness...
...streams pour through an altar!
The stars blasted into darkness...
...changing scents, colours!
The sleepless face...
Sterilized by drops of pain...
Skies, mirrors, screams...
Shapes foundering into the scene
Beyond my eyes
Beyond my words
Echoes of empty promises
The touch of conclusion
Eager to see...
Eager to show those who see!
No-one answers, no-one is
Leave me here!

[MasterX]

With Bitterness And Joy
It has now spread itself all over inside me
All the way to the brain and down to my knees
My time comes closer with each day it lets me see
- with each night the pain keeps me from sleep

Life has given me much - maybe taken more
But those good times were always worth waiting for
When it's time for goodbyes i will leave grieving and yet so relieved
With bitterness and joy

Pleasure and pain; heaven and hell - my memories
What a long and strange trip this has been for me
What a short and strange life this has been

It has given me much - maybe taken more
But those good times were always worth waiting for
When it's time to take leave of this world
I will leave with bitterness and joy

What a long and strange trip this has been for me
What a short and strange life this has been

It has given me much - maybe taken more
But those good times were always worth waiting for
When it's time for goodbyes i will leave grieving and yet so relieved
With bitterness and joy

Life has given me much - maybe taken more
But those good times were always worth waiting for
When it's time to take leave of this world
I will leave with bitterness and joy

[MasterX]

You Are The One
You´re the light at the end of the tunnel
The beacon fire in the dark
The glimmer of hope and truly the meaning of my life

I say this with all of my heart:

You are the only one for me
Year to year, in words and deed
In all this chaos the trace of clarity
You are the only one i see
My first and last, my all and everything
You are the one

When dusk falls and obscures the sky
You´re the shine of the northern star
No dead of night can fade the brilliance of your light

I say this, holder of my heart:

You are the only one for me
Year to year, in words and deed
In all this chaos the trace of clarity
You are the only one i see
My first and last, my all and everything
You are the one
[repeat]

You are the only one
In the heart of winter the comfort of the sun
You are the one, my love, my love...you are the one